not because I'm a woman
and it's not because I'm a sissy
it's just that somethings go deeper.
Now I'm on the rooftop
one step closer to the fall
everything is pushing me
I don't even want to jump
I have done things wrong
but who could say they haven't done?
At least I'm not the meanest of all.
They say a mothers love is all you always have
but I can't remember the feeling since I'm a child
she hates us so much for being the child's she never wanted to have.
Even when I don't want it to hurt
she is still my mom
her words go deeper
the pain grows stronger
my hate for her grows
and I'm one step closer to the fall.